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Saturday, July 14, 2007i dont know what did the hell did this world had become into. the world is crazy, my friend is insane. my lover is random. i dont want this life to goes on with such situation. i realllly dislike it. 5days. it has been 5 days alr. we had not been meeeting since monday? i asked you out and you said you dont feel it. i asked you out again and you said you prefer resting at home to going tg. because of you, i sacrifice my sleep to talk to you on the phone. its not a big deal but its the effort that counts. i thought? within this 5 days, your feeling had alr faded abit. while mine is still strong as if its a new love. your love isnt that strong as mine. and i know my love isnt weak like yours. our msges seemed to be so cold. just like normal friends roughly telling each other where are they and all. i dont like such cold msges. i dislike such msges. what isit gonna be if we dont meet up again? your feeling faded as much as now? silent break? a break up? or what? I DONT WANT THIS STUFF TO HAPPEN. i did my thinking before sending any msg to you. im so afraid that i've misuse the word that led to misunderstanding that may end this relationship. you choose to sleep than me. okays.i understand. and even if im very tired, i chooose to at least talk to you for awhile. i tried not to think about it alr. but whenever i see couples around i'll think that why aint you be my side? im not relying on you. but i thought we shld be going all through this ? its not a must im saying but at least, spend your time with me? you ratehr spend it on ball-ing. oh welll, i accept it too. but the worse thing is when i miss you so damn badly, i receive nothing but full of disappointment. so many things were left upsaid. you choose to ignore it, then what else can i do/say/feel/react/answer it? wo zhen de hen shang xin, hen nan guo. bu yao zai zhe yang dui wo le la. ni yao wo peng kui shi ma. wo zhen de bu xiang shi qu ni. i dont dare to open your letters to read it as im afraid that i'll think about from it. whatever it is, i had never want to let you go and always loving you. its mushy, but its a must for me to voice it now. i supposed. TAN; posted time on 12:40:00 AM
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